ache.

"people always leaves.. but sometimes they do come back.. "-him

"are u sure? convince me. "-her

him: apesal status ko?
her: menjawap status ko ehehe
him: ahahha ade jawapan ker kat status ko?
her: ehh bukan.. soalan.. huhu
him: ahahaa..baru nak tanye.. kalau dah ade jawapan.. aku nak tau. sbb aku pun tak pasti..
her: ko yg buat penyataan,ko patut ader jawapan.. huhu
him: pernyataan yg tak certain
her: hurmmm..
him: takde kepastian.. biase ler..things do happen
her: haihh.. letey ar.. tunggu bende camnih.. uncertain..
him: ern tu aa..aku biase kene..setahun dulu aku tunggu bende yg tak certain..skang nih pun takde beza gak
her: at least percentage positif negatif tu ko bley nmpak kot
him: just i do hope that it will come back..aku tak pikir pasal logic percentage..aku cume pikir ketentuan...
her: ketentuan aper?aku x paham ar
him: kalau kadaq dan kadar...
her: iskk aku tapenah wat salah ngan org... klau aku salah, aku cume mintak dimaafkan jer, bukan dihukum
him: erm.. hati manusia tak semulia hati tuhan...yg penting..ko kene kuat..
her: bende kecik je aku mintak .. tak sebesar mane pon.. nampak aku tabah... tp setabah aku .. aku tetap manusia.. ade time aku lemah sgt nk hadapi bende2 nih
him: sumer org lalu phase tuh.. dan sumer org rase aper yg ko rase.. maksud aku..aku pun bukan setabah mana..ade time aku pun rase aku sgt lemah..tapi.. aku sedar.. yg kita kene belajar dari kelemahan.. sbb dr lemah laa baru datang kekuatan..
her: emm...
him: find your strength in your weakness..
her: i think i dun hav any
her: not anymore
him: nak nampak bende yg baik mungkin perlukan mase dan guidence
her: aku dh abiskan smuernyer.. sbb bile aku syg org, aku curahkan smuer kasih syg aku..org yg xnpak..
him: mungkin kita tak patut curahkan semuanyer..
her: yup.. mungkin x patut..
him: sbb sepatutnyer kita sedar sekarang nih.. nothing is certain..
her: i was wrong.. . . but its too late
him: even selepas kita buat yg habis baik utk org tuh.. tak pasti at the end dia akan setia ngan kita
her: who knows aite..
him: so.. precautious lebih baik kan..
her: who knows...
him: whatever in the past is done.. kita takleh wat apejust yg terbaik utk kita ialah..berubah utk masa depan yg lebih baik..berhati2
her: i wish i could.. how i wish..
him: mcm aku cakap tadik be cautious
her: aku cepat melatah..
him: mungkin kalau kita cepat melatah kita kene cepat istighfar
him: mungkin mcm tuh baru bende tak jadi mcm dulu
her: isk... kite cepat telupe Dia.. kan..?bile susah.. baru la...
her: damn..
him: bukan melayu jer yg mudah lupa... manusia pun mudah lupa..
her: heh yea.
him: sumer org mcm tuh.. aku pun same.. biler senang lupa.. biler susah dalam tido pun kita mohon keampunan
him: ehehe.. kadang rase mcm terlalu malu..
her: emm yup..
her: ko ader faith dlm ati ?
him: ade..
him: kuat..
her: yeh? bagusnyer..
him: aku percaya.. ketentuan takdir tuhan tuh ade sbb2 nye..
him: kadaq dan kadar kenape aku jadi mcm nih..aku yg pilih jalan ni dulu...
her: i dunno if i still hav faith.. maybe i hav it..
her: but surrounding aku tak membantu..
him: uhuhu.. sumer org ade.. cumer sedalam mana kita nak sedar yg kasih syg Dia masih kuat utk kita..
him: surrounding kita membantu dalam care yg lain..
her: yupp.. btul tu.. bukan dlm smuer bende.. but certain things.. they do help..
him: kadang2 kalau kita asyik tgk bende yg cantik kite akan terase nak pegang bende kotor.. mcm tuh jugak sebalik nyer..
him: mungkin kalau kita terlalu byk tgk bende yg kotor.. tu akan buat kita rindu sgt nak pegang bende yg baik..
her: ..sbb kiter manusia..
him: erm..
her: tp kite takleyh menyesal.. klau kiter nyesal.. kiter tak redha ngan ape yg Dia dh tentukan..
him:yg baik tuh ketentuan dia.. yg buruk tuh pilihan kita..
her: satu perkare yg aku pecaye.. Dia bagi ujian pade hamba yg tabah hadapi ujian tu jer..
him: so tgk pada keadaan yg kita perlu menyesal atau tak.. aku tak pernah menyesal.. sbb aku rase aku kene bertanggung jawab ngan ape yg aku dah buat..
her: yup.. another thing.. responsible..
him: org yg lari dr tanggungjawab maknenye dia org yg takde maruah..
her: not everyone can see dat..
her: demm
him: true...
him: manusia yg lari dari tanggungjawab akan terus lari dari masalah..
her: tu yg manusia suke buat.. dats a fact
him: yg penting set a target.. jgn lari dr masalah.. org kapir pun cakap.. running wont solve anything..
him: face the fact face the fear face ur problem... because from there u will learn to grow..
her: ermm nice..
her: lets pray that we'll always be strong...
him: insyaALLAH..
her: thanks a lot
him: no prob..this is the least that a fren could do..

favourite quote of the blog: "face the fact, face the fear, face the problem.. bcoz from there u will learn to grow.."

wut do u think.. ?

frensz..~

kawan2 bebeyhhku,

"korang tau tak rasenyer mcmane biler..
sumone tu dekat sgt2 ngan korang, tp korang x dpt nk reach org tu..
.. u've tried.. but u end up staring blankly at the floor, and broken..
..WHY.. "

org rase kiter ni klakar, gilak2, funny n cool. buat klakar, pastu gelak smpai pecah perut.. aku sukaa bangett tgk korang gelak tau enggak? sukaa bangett.. nicol, gelak kamu chomel oke. aina, ohh how can i live without dat fantastic laughters huhu. wanie, try2 la gelak tu biar bunyik cam ikhlas sket oke. ayn~! thanx slalu bangett temanin gwe.. sgt2 appreciate. gelak jgn kaver2 oke huhu shin chan, kamu kewlll..~ and kwn2 yg lain, silalah gelak oke, aku sukak! hohoho.. sgt menggembirakn gwe.. sgt gembire oke. :)

korang2 smuer slalu jadi smangat aku. spirits dat live inside me.. aku kt cni, bediri juz bcoz korang smuer ade k. i've been giving up like thousands times, trust me. [sirius deyh] sbb aku ni slalu igtkn diri aku ttg smue perkare yg aku dh penah lalui.. i remember everything, every single thing.. and in diz 22years, i really tot i've been through everything, hardtimes and all, but.. actually it's not end yet. maybe sbb aku yg create sendiri, aku yg willing nk rase smuer rase. yea, maybe.. and aku brani pon sbb aku tau korang ader..

and everytime i remind myself bout those past, i'll hurt myself. and i'll bleed.. u cant see the wound, but i believe u guyz 've tried to feel it and share with me.. and heal me..

it's so damn hurt u know..
i'm weak.. and frensz, i can still see u..

u'll come, u'll help.. and again save me..
look at u frensz.. looking red, stained with my blood.. sorry for everyting yea.

sorry, coz i will again take off those stitches and let it bleed again. i know that.

thank u dearest frensz for every single thing, advises and all, kwn2 bebeyhku. [hugs]

will u always be my shoulder to cry on? will u all always be my heroes..? :)

Love.




[diz song is for u guysz~! enjoy..~]

I'll Be by Edwin Mccain

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive not dead

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above

I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, Remembered the things that you said..