frensz..~

kawan2 bebeyhhku,

"korang tau tak rasenyer mcmane biler..
sumone tu dekat sgt2 ngan korang, tp korang x dpt nk reach org tu..
.. u've tried.. but u end up staring blankly at the floor, and broken..
..WHY.. "

org rase kiter ni klakar, gilak2, funny n cool. buat klakar, pastu gelak smpai pecah perut.. aku sukaa bangett tgk korang gelak tau enggak? sukaa bangett.. nicol, gelak kamu chomel oke. aina, ohh how can i live without dat fantastic laughters huhu. wanie, try2 la gelak tu biar bunyik cam ikhlas sket oke. ayn~! thanx slalu bangett temanin gwe.. sgt2 appreciate. gelak jgn kaver2 oke huhu shin chan, kamu kewlll..~ and kwn2 yg lain, silalah gelak oke, aku sukak! hohoho.. sgt menggembirakn gwe.. sgt gembire oke. :)

korang2 smuer slalu jadi smangat aku. spirits dat live inside me.. aku kt cni, bediri juz bcoz korang smuer ade k. i've been giving up like thousands times, trust me. [sirius deyh] sbb aku ni slalu igtkn diri aku ttg smue perkare yg aku dh penah lalui.. i remember everything, every single thing.. and in diz 22years, i really tot i've been through everything, hardtimes and all, but.. actually it's not end yet. maybe sbb aku yg create sendiri, aku yg willing nk rase smuer rase. yea, maybe.. and aku brani pon sbb aku tau korang ader..

and everytime i remind myself bout those past, i'll hurt myself. and i'll bleed.. u cant see the wound, but i believe u guyz 've tried to feel it and share with me.. and heal me..

it's so damn hurt u know..
i'm weak.. and frensz, i can still see u..

u'll come, u'll help.. and again save me..
look at u frensz.. looking red, stained with my blood.. sorry for everyting yea.

sorry, coz i will again take off those stitches and let it bleed again. i know that.

thank u dearest frensz for every single thing, advises and all, kwn2 bebeyhku. [hugs]

will u always be my shoulder to cry on? will u all always be my heroes..? :)

Love.




[diz song is for u guysz~! enjoy..~]

I'll Be by Edwin Mccain

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive not dead

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above

I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, Remembered the things that you said..